I have never really shared any of my personal stories on my blog before but I am thinking it’s high time I let you in a little on one of the most beautiful aspects of my life…
Tell me I am wrong and crazy for writing this,tell me I have no idea what the future holds and that this is trash talk…I hear you,but when you have lived like me you would agree with me. I knew love existed, I did.I just didn’t know it would happen to me…okay maybe I did but I always thought of it in the Disney fairytale kind of way,because according to me then,love in the real world was a total lie.No one could love someone that bad,I told myself.But all that came to pass the moment I fell in love myself.
I knew him from the past but the truth is I had no idea he was going to be the one I write about on my blogs.We crossed paths before but it was from a far distance.I knew of his existence I just didn’t know he existed for me😌..Yes for me. You grow up hating almost every part of your existence,you like like the people that didn’t like like you back and you get convinced you are the problem.You get so convinced that you decide to put up a wall for anyone trying to reach out.You block them all out until that one faithful day,that one precious person that existed but didn’t really exist texts you and says “Hi” it’s me,Fux…(I just read that in his voice 🙈). So you look at your phone for like 10 minutes trying to decide if you are happy,sad,shocked or frightened because the name you are reading never ever existed in your contacts and never in your life have you thought it would.
So you reply and act like you don’t care and say,”ow,hi” You press the sent button and then you are hooked😌😌😌..yes you are hooked.
That’s how it all started ,I love to call it my journey to happiness because that’s what I got…from the same day that I pressed that sent button (like literally press because the word touchscreen didn’t exist in my vocabulary then😝) to this very day,I have experienced nothing but happiness…Don’t get me wrong,happiness is not defined by living a perfect life with no problems at all,happiness is finding the best in everything you do and everyone around you. I still remember the day I said I do…No am not married..,but yes I said I do.I remember the exact day and the exact time.I remember the day I first saw him as my other half.I won’t lie I was nervous.He wore a black t-shirt,black shorts and flip flops ( No he didn’t have em sneakers and chains on to impress me,he was confident enough to Just be himself,If I remember well I think he just woke up because his hair was a mess😂)
As he walked towards me I felt my heart skip more than just a beat ,I don’t know if it was because I was nervous or maybe I just really had a terrible heart condition but whatever it was, it made my heart skip upon his arrival…I watched as my Prince Charming made his way towards me.I smiled and he smiled…it was beautiful. Not only because he had a gold tooth in his mouth that sort of sparkled as he smiled but everything was beautiful and it was happening all so fast.Days went by,months went by even years went by and I am still holding on to him.Not because he is the only guy in the world but because he is the only one that has shown me this much love in my life.Have you ever been so loved that even you are jealous of you☺️☺️☺️,No ? Well then you haven’t been loved😝(your turn is still coming)
At this point I have ran out of words to say,not because I have nothing to say but because I don’t know how to put them in writing…maybe I can use emojis 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘
Tell me that doesn’t look like ❤️ . At times I ask myself if I really do deserve all this love and happiness,then I tell myself yes I do, we all deserve to be loved and love this deep. They say love is a 4 letter word,I say they lied,love is a 6 letter word and it’s spelled JULIUS…No am not a fool for writing this am just appreciating what the Lord gave me😌.I remember this one very specific moment,I called it the “cold romance” and this is what I wrote in my diary that day
” 12th April 2014″
Everyone else would call it a perfect date if they went out to the park or went out for an expensive dinner…my explanation of a perfect date is anytime spent with him,like on a cold Saturday morning,with the cold wind blowing past us as we talk and laugh,remembering the good old days.And then at some point we are all silent.Both thinking,I didn’t know what he was thinking about but I know I was thinking of how lucky I was to be part of his life.If we were ware wolfs he would be the alpha and I will be the omega…A pack! We both allowed the cold to penetrate into our bones just so we can be together a little while longer,because we knew once we’ve said goodbye,the next time we say hi will be after a long while.I was freezing to death but I looked at him and told myself…It is worth it
Most say true love doesn’t exist but I know majority will disagree.To hell with what they say,what I feel is real.He is not perfect but he is the best I have ever had,He is one of the reasons I am grateful for my existence today.
Our story might not be the most heard like Romeo and Juliet or Barney and Clive,but it is the best we’ve written love.
I love you
“If it’s not love, give me a word to explain how a number that didn’t exist in your contacts becomes the most frequently contacted”🙈😋🙈
PS:If you just read this you are probably thinking of your own love life at this point…You may have found that one person and that’s great,fight for your love.If you didn’t find him or her yet,it’s not the end of the world,maybe you just need to find yourself first and the right one will come to you… who knows,you might just be the one for you😍.